又来了

同人不同命，我做什么都是错！不管哥哥做什么，不管你多生气他，你还是会在背后帮他做这个，帮他准备那个。你做什么都是为了他。我没有妒嫉哥哥的意思，更没有要求你对我有什么特别的待遇。可是这样也差太远了吧？
如果有一天你妈妈骂你：“有你这个女儿，我衰整世！” “你去死啦！” 这种话，你听了会有怎样的感受？一个人不管多生气，也不应该说这种话是吧？有时候真的怀疑我是否和她贴错门神，可是怎么又有缘分成为两母女呢？
人家说，妈妈不管怎样，都是爱自己的孩子。有啊！她很疼我，可是只有在她心情好的时候。实在不懂要怎样和她相处下去。
真的很心痛。。。

失落记

不知不觉，现在已经五月尾了。考完试已经一个月了吧！
如果当初没有放弃理想，多三天我就飞了。这几天大家都在做最后的准备，下个星期开开心心的去读书。多么羡慕他们，我多么的想去，可是我明白自己的能力就是有限。当现在看见大家能去，自己不能去，其实是蛮心痛的。
有些朋友还要求我倒机场送机，我想去陪陪他们，可是我怕自己会不高兴。不是因为他们要走，而是觉得在机场等待上机的那个是我。
“准备到怎样了？还有什么还没买啊？”听起来不怎么样，其实口在问心在酸。说我缩头乌龟也好，其实我多么不想听到别人提起他们出国留学的事，一直觉得有点接受不了。
当初是我自己选择退学的，其实已经慢慢接受了。可是就是因为考试的事情让我耿耿于怀！为什么拿我来开倒哦？别人要毕业难道我不想吗？他们要去英国那我就不用做工啊？
可能就是因为这个原因，我才觉得我因该去英国吧。。。

Putrajaya Hot Air Balloon

Location: Putrajaya
Date: 22 March 2008
Time: 4pm - 8pm
Weather: Sunny

After makan McD at Mutiara Damansara, 7 of us heading to putrajaya, for only 1 purpose-----> take nice pic
Eventhough that was a hot & sunny day, but all of us enjoyed the day
It was a happy day for me, a memorable day :D

Field covered with crowd, Sky covered with balloons

Group photo b4 we leave the field

From left to right: Hon Mun Winn Kelvin YeeLeng MT Egg Darren

That's all for today, will be update more photos in the coming day

Good night ppl~

忧虑？

漂浮不定，不知道自己在想什么。为什么现在突然担心起来呢？
可是这一刻我很确定我要问我自己 “应该是这样的吗？可以这样吗？然后怎样？”
现在的我乱七八糟，谁能为我分担呢？坦白说，我是有一点怕。很多事不是可以三言两语就能够解释得清清楚楚。多理智的一个人也会有不想面对现实的时候。
不同的角度去看这件事会有不同的结论。到底哪个结论才是最后的结果呢？这一刻没有人知道，只有时间能给我答案。

-发泄完毕，明天又是新的一天！加油吧！-

Langkawi Trip *Part II*

Date: 16 Feb 2009
Location: Langkasuka Hotel Beach

Time: Evening

The ducks will never miss a chance to swim.

Jump on beach b4 jump into sea

Our group photo at the beach.

Yes! Is a group photo! Don juz look at me, further ur sight, the dot dot on the sea r them! Haha~

Location: Pantai Cernang

Time: Dinner time (night)

Various of cuisine along Pantai Cernang street. We have randomly choose a chinese restaurant.

One of dish, Bamboo chicken *tasty*

This restaurant food so so, only the bamboo chicken is the best for me. The price is quite high. The main reason is bcoz it located at tourist attaraction point, that's y they charge higher.

Never miss the chance to drink gao gao at Langkawi!! There is no reason refuse to drink ALCOHOL *wakakak*

Absolut Kurant *smell nice, drink..... :-S

Total up we had 2 botels of liquor at Langkawi, 1 is showing above, another is Barcadi Apple. It nicer than Absolute Kurant. I was enjoyed the moment sitting 2gether at balcony, chit chat & drink. For sure, there were ppl drunk in the days =p

To be continue...

Bye all~

*alignment cacat sikit, pai seh*

不想去了

总是觉得我还没到达那个阶段。现在的功课已经是我能力范围之外了，何况是去到那边。如果真的不去了，这个决定做得那么仓促，会不会冲动了一点？问心，如果不想去，那就别去了。我一直在鼓励自己说，别人做到，为什么我做不到?现在的状况,看起来真的好像办不到。
其实我还在犹豫，到底是不是真的不去了？我知道这是个很好的机会，不去我怕我以后会后悔。但是我总觉得自己过不了这一关。即使这里的事物解决了，去到那边还是会面对一样的问题。我还以为我想通了，原来不是，而是我的信心还没找回来。
可能有人觉得我再闹别扭，一时一样。可是你们永远都不会明白一个考试不及格，做事依赖的人，心理那份矛盾。

Langkawi Trip *Part I*

Date: 16 Feb 2008

Weather: Sunny

Wake up early in the morning, off to kl sentral and take bus to LCCT going to catch up our flight by 11.25am. Since we reach kl sentral earlier, we have grab the time to makan our McD breakfast :D

While waiting for 3 late comers

While waiting for the flight

Arrive at Langkawi International Airport

The only word I can use to describe the weather "HOT"! U can feel the sun is burning ur skin. Another worst thing happened is the air corn in our rental car is not cooling! *so called Serena pula* -.-"

Our Nissan Serena @ Langkawi

1st station - Langkawi Cable Car

This point is the MUST to visit at Langkawi. It located at somewhere very deep inside ulu, only the signboard can lead u to the right direction.
U can enjoy the nice scenery from the higest point of Langkawi. Eventhough the sun is shining in the noon, we can still can feel the fresh windy air when standing on the bridge. Those ppl who afraid of high, pls be prepared. The cable car is much more higher than Genting Highland Skyway. Haha!

HonMun, Dylan, WoonLoong, Winn, Sean, CheeKin

To be continue....
Feel sleepy now, Good Night people~